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School is a BITCH!
Monday, November 8, 2010

arggg! stressed!!
well i feel stressed but i dont act stressed =.=
im still wasting so much time
havent done anything at all today and its 10 already ahhh!

guess what
MY PLAN IS RUINED! T__T
jap is now on monday wk 7 too, same day as eco
and they just had to shove english on monday as well so now i have 3 tests that day fckkkk!

and then i thought i had like a few days to study for eco and do business/legal
but i dont cause i have to study for frikn maths as well
i really dont want to get under 80% T_T
but if i dont bother studying then im going to be scoring around 60 again
and i really cannot afford to get so low ): since i have no frikn backup!

i really want to do well in eco tho!
how am i meant to memorise a 1000 word essay and study for maths and do business report/legal research paper
arggggg!!
i wish i was a genius ):

definitely dropping jap at the end of this term
i did get told to try in jap and maths and see which one i do better in but id rather sacrifice jap and concentrate on maths
i regret taking jap as a 'fun' subject ):
i didnt think i would do so poorly in maths
*sigh!
shall take my oldest cousins advice? ):
he told me to drop it today whether i could or couldnt pick up science cause i dont seem to care about it ):
but yea teacher told me to keep it and see how well i go at the beginning of next year cause i said i was doing really poorly in jap and maths >_>
. . . i guess ill just keep it for now i guess . . . ill give Stella what she wants LOLL!
even tho 70% of me wants to drop it right this second . . .

my new plan:
Economics essay: tuesday - thursday [wk5] <- completed
Legal research paper: friday - tuesday [wk6] <- completed 
Business report: wednesday - friday [wk6] <- half completed
Eco study + English narrative writing: saturday - sunday [wk6]
Japanese: sunday [wk6] <-- study a bit for it, i know im going to fail anyway, just dont want to epic fail, dont want to come last ):
Maths + economics: monday - thursday  [wk7] 
Business report: friday - sunday [wk7] <- completed 
Monday [wk8] = check business + legal

almost 10:30 D:
and i havent done anything ahhh!
i must think of a legal topic so that i can get it approved!
and and and i should get at least 1/3 my eco essay completed - got 200 words so far, my goal is 1000

i should take my laptop to school again tomorrow . . . <- blames business -.-



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