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ABW - day 1
Monday, November 16, 2009

i hate my group cause
i hate the people in my group!!
well more like person!
im assuming everyone knows who im taking about
*nods?
well yehh everytime a word comes outa her mouth i just wana slap her
*looks at hand looks at her
*imagines hand becoming in contact wif her face
LOL
lets start from today

build a bridge -.-
i give an idea, she doesnt listen
i tell someone else my idea they tell her and she fckin listens
seriously wtf is wrong wif her

make up rules, elect a CEO and assistant CEO
so much for electing someone
she just went yes got a person points at Irene S -.-
and then for assistant CEO
everyone was like they dnt mind and at that time i was like whatever as well
but then when it came to choosing the managers and workers for the company
i was the first person to say finance as in financial manager or as the book had it, financial controller
but everyone else was like marketing ==;
and no one choose operations
so at that time you would think that everyone would get it into their thick little heads that i would be doing finance since no one else said they wanted it
but then no one really wanted assistant CEO then too
and i thought about stuff i could help wif in marketing too
so i was like umm can i be assistant CEO instead to her cause our CEO was at some meeting
and guess what she said
she was like "no just be financial controller/manager"
and at that stage i was like find whatever cause i just wanted to help wif marketing
but still i was kinda pissed cause she had no right to tell me what i should be and what i shouldnt be, its not like she wanted to be assistant CEO or anything
and then we were like group colour or something
on friday they decided white
so i went searching for white clothes
and guess what
today theyre like lets do black ==;
and im like i dnt own anything black
no i do not have a singlet top, no i do not have a t-shirt, and no i do not want to wear a fcking thick as jacket when its frikn 20+^o
and i dnt think we're allowed to wear it only as pants
but even then im not gona wear black tights everyday
i say that and i explain to her that i dnt wear black and that it would be hot anyways and that black attracts heat
but no she goes and says "who the fck doesnt own anything black"
hello? ==; me, and i think a few other people too
geesh, we're not all frikn black loving people in this world
and Marian apparently didnt have anything either too but no she didnt speak up
far out
so i was getting all the shit from her
and she was in no position to say those things to me
seriously who the fck does she think she is
shes a frikn nobody, i repeat . . . SHE IS A NOBODY!!!
i am not being harsh here but she pisses me off everytime she says something
anyways CEO comes back and she says that its black and white ==;
a bit better -.-

CEO then decides on the positions for everyone (roughly)
==; she chose Marian as assistant
far out, i wanted to be assistant!! and plus Marian does nothing -.-
not to be mean or anything but shes kinda useless ><
all she did was sit there and didnt make any sort of contribution whatsoever
but oh wells, at least im financial manager
that bitch was put in operations and i was like YES!
but then no, she just had to burst my happy bubble and moved to finance
far out!!
but that didnt really piss me off that just annoyed me
what pissed me off was what happened after lunch

after lunch we had to fill in that form and then go computer room to enter the figures in
so we figured everything out
oh and by we it was mainly me, Susan and Irene
Marian just sat there, nice assistant right? ==;
and Vivien V was trying to figure out stuff for marketing so she was actually doing something
but yehh the rest did nothing, including that $%^&
when we were done, Irene was like lets go S16 so i got up but then she stood up and picked up the files that i was gona get and was like "lets go Susan"
and at that stage i was like ok? 4 ppl? in my head
but then the next second she was like "where are you going, you stay here"
my reply: "umm, why?"
her reply: "cause me and Susan are in finance"
my reply: "and so am i"
her reply: "no your not"
and im like think, err your the one who told me to stay as financial manager and she knew that Marian got give assistant CEO so what else would i be if i wasnt financial manager
that fcked up idiot needs to get her facts right before she says something which makes her sound like a stupid bitch
my reply: "im financial manager so technically i am in finance"
her reply: "fck this" *throws papers on floor
over much, shes the one who changed to something that i was meant to be in-charge of, its not like i wanted to do something that she was doing
geesh
anyways, im glad i went computer room =)
cause there was air-con LOL
but was still full pissed
i only have one word to describe her: BITCH!!

since im in-charge of finance
if she keeps pissing me off every second of everyday
Thursday's last computer input thing will be a disaster
you watch me sabotage this whole thing
you watch the stock price go down
you watch!!, im telling you now
the company will go bankrupt
you have no idea how much i want that to happen atm
she has until Thursday 2pm
if im pissed at her then, then:
1- incorrect input figures/no input
2- stock price drop
3- hotel profit becomes loss
4- company bankrupt
that will happen!!
unless im not pissed or unless someone stops me from going to the computer room
which no one will =P

i really really dnt want to do ABW anymore
main reason = HER
other reason = pointless
third reason = this is not fun, this is pissing me off

anyways stuff ABW

blog usually helps me calm down after ive raged at? on? it
but this time it doesnt seem to have worked
it has made we want to frikn slap her, rip off her head and kill the 'lucky 8' company
lets see how lucky this company turns out to be
but that i mean, me not sabotaging this thing would be classified as lucky

ABW can go die!! it wouldve been so much better if we could choose our own groups
we would prob win =)
Kristy's motivation + Yvonne's creativity + everyone else's good (Y)
but then i would prob be in the same group as %^&* too
since she is actually part of our friends group ==;
but it would be better than just being in a group wif just her and other ppl

ok ok time to go off the topic of ABW
went burwood today after school
and wanted to go look at the dresses in finkl?
but mum was like no =(
she was like i dnt need a dress
wtf, yeh i do ==;
geesh
and then i showed her the dress that i wanted from yesstyle and at first she was like buy that then
but then when i told her shipping was $20USD and that i wanted shoes + bag from that website too, she told me to use my own money
*cries
$200 >___<
and then i still needa buy another bag + shoes + maybe 2 cardigans
she better pay for those things
might tell my dad to go city instead of roselands on sunday
he better buy me shoes!!
he better not be influence by my grandma
and if she says that Phil and stuff dnt ask her for stuff
well technically im not asking her for anything
im asking my dad not her
gona make him spend $200
but doubt he will
he prob be like
christmas present
seriously if he says that im gona be like
*rage
and be like id rather you buy me a laptop
or a camera

so now its:
school formal -
bag, shoes, dress <-- i pay
cardigan <-- hopefully mum pays
group formal -
bag, cardigan <-- hopefully mum pays
shoes <-- hopefully dad pays
dress <-- paid by me

far out, im still paying for most of the stuff
this is screwed!!
im broke!!
hopefully i can convince her to buy the stuff online for me =)
by next wk ><

on another note
my net is being retarded, couldnt access any net till 11pm
gayy!! but i lived cause it was mums bday and we did stuff
=( i didnt get to make or buy a present for her
*sighs
ill make one tomorrow and give it to her late
but i still need straws and plastic thingos
must buy tomorrow

finally started QCing TKFH ep 9 ><
stupid capped net, wouldve been finished by now
seriously the beginning of the vid, the timing is so fail
argg, i hate timing to c-subs, voice is so much easier

. . . does anyone know what 38 point font is in terms of font size?
i dnt think its size 38 font cause thats massive >____<

shall finish QCing tomorrow
1/2 way now
and then on wed i shall typeset the stupid thing
surprisingly the drama is quite good
kinda interesting
might end up watching the whole thing, lol

time to ask mummy for black clothes for tomorrow
*sighs
she said she had some, hopefully it fits and doesnt look too big on me ><
-.- prob get business clothes from her too :L
and then change right after presenting -.-
presentation at 11:05, judge = ms roy ><
*sighs,
2 1/2 hrs in business clothing -.-
i am so gona change if the weather is hot
*cries
i have no shoes ><
i only have black flats -.-
and my other heels dnt match
and my wedges are silver ==;
black and silver = errr :S

time to do a bit more QCing and then sleep
must wear contacts
havent worn them in a wk >__<
maybe even more than a wk
im offically blind
wana get new glasses
and have to do that soon
might get full frame =)
so that i can wear it all the time when i dnt wear my contacts
frame-less kinda looks odd
lalala, shall get that done next wk

oh and came up wif another option to get formal stuff
go grandmas house on sunday
get dad to take me chatswood on monday
but that would mean no work experience
i know mum doesnt care and i know raymond lee doesnt care
Stella if i dnt go on monday would u care? =/
you would skip too :L
LOL
and theyre not gona call on monday anyways
they = school ><

contacts time
before i get lazy =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! ♥

sorry i didn't get u a present
ill make something tomorrow
or your Christmas present will be (Y)


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