=( a minute before i got home it started raininggayy!!
i blame the bus!
if it didnt come 4 mins late then i wouldnt have gotten wet by the rain -.-
hmm, should i rage on my blog =S
*thinks thinks
maybe?
*sighs
im still annoyed but ive calmed down now
thanks to
Shirley, Ling, Sammy, Stella, Lizzy + Kivi
far out!!!
when i said sorry to begin with i really meant it
but some people just have to go off at me like no tomorrow
seriously i tried to include people already
we were only going to buy for 4 people
but i managed to buy for 7
good enough
other people dnt have to bloody tell me off for not doing anything and just buying stuff for myself
i did try
its not like i didnt try or anything
fckin!!
i havent sworn so much in agess
fck!! full pissed me off today
so annoyed!!
its not my fault u didnt come
geesh, i tried to organise it
but no, no one frikn cares
and now im getting the fckin blame and getting told off
i dnt deserve this and those types of comments said to me!!
seriously what the hell is wrong wif some people
right now i dnt care what happens to anything
but one things for sure
im not going to care about presents anymore!!
im not going to come up wif ideas for other ppl!!
im not going to ask anyone else to chip in for anything!!
im not going to let what happened today happen ever again
cause i dnt want myself to feel this way
i dnt want people to be like this
and some of the stuff said was really upsetting =(
i practically had tears in my eyes and
apparently Joyee was crying about this matter
i have no idea how she found out
but she wasnt meant to
so the person who hold her is a moron!
im glad Shirley, Ling and Stella told me to stop replying
but even now i still have the urge to say something
but ill do my best to stop myself
i thought it was cooling down
but Steph just keeps adding fuel to the dieing fire
iduno why she was doing that
i already apologised to begin with
and her not aiming her comments at me is so not true
everyone can sense that all her comments were aimed at me
*tear drop
ahh!!! ok i should stop thinking bout this =(
but atm i cnt help
sorry Joyee,
i might not go to ur bday outing anymore
i dnt really feel like going cause . . .
yehh -.-
lalalala, time to upload another mv
hmm, the one that i was gona upload yesterday
. . . Stella already uploaded it onto her blog
so iduno if i should still upload ><
watever i shall just upload it
Arigato No Egao by Shoko Nakagawa
Rainbow Forecast by Shoko Nakagawa
i have 3 more mvs to upload tomorrow =)
and im not going to search for anymore cause im almost capped
bloody sis used 3.5 gb of peek usage today
so now i only have 1.5 gb left for 10 days
i am definitely not going to survive
hmm, i think i will get thingo that necklace
(referring to someone as "thingo" seems mean but duno wat else to put in its place)
cause i really cnt think of anything else
hope she likes it =S
ill prob buy it nxt time i go city
but im becoming broke!!
or maybe im already broke ><
spent $50 today
excluding the money that ppl owe me
but have to get present ^^
so ill start saving . . .
hmm, after holidays ?
iduno
all i know is that me saving is very wow
lol
i feel like there is no food at home whatsoever
*sighs
and thats a first in ageesss
so its really really odd
=( mum better buy food soon!!
-.- i wana go burwood tomorrow
to see how Kivi and Joyee is
cause Stella said they were sad =(
and i still need comforting too but whatever
ill be ok
. . . perhaps
but doubt im gona be allowed to
went out today
and possibly going out on friday
and if i dnt feel pissed and all, saturday too
so mum prob wnt let me out tomorrow
for some reason i feel as if im gona be pissed for days unless someone helps me get this outa my mind
distractions will help but its gona stay there for a while if the other person doesnt patch this up
but i doubt she's willing to
and i really dnt feel like being the first one to say sorry
when my first words to her today were sorry
but she didnt accept them
ahhh, no!! why am i thinking of this again
=( very saddening
*sighs
i really duno wat to do anymore about anything
about this thing, about that thing and about another thing
Photo overload LOL!
sry Yvonne, Shirley + Sammy
i was meant to post this ages ago for u guys to see the stuff
but . . .
you know what happened =(
