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Friendless feeling
Friday, August 28, 2009

O.o
i suddenly want to meet and make friends wif more guys
have no idea why
and have no idea whatsoever how and where
*sighs
but i blame Philip!!
stupid cuz
keeps bugging me and telling me to make more guy friends
and when i ask him how he says church and work
errr i dnt go church ==;
and i dnt want a job that involve fast food so even if i did get a job i wouldnt meet anyone around my age so not helpful

*sighs,
feels so friend-less

i want more guy friends
someone tell me how i can make more friends
other than church, work and tutor ==;

anyways
should i take my mummy's offer??
$50 a wk extra if i dnt argue and shout at sis for the duration of the wk
but if i do i have to pay her $20
meaning that i will only get $10 a wk for school =(
i would prob not survive
hmm, but surprisingly i survived on less that $10 this wk
shocking
and buying book and contact solution didnt count
cause mum is meant to buy ==;
but had to use my own money

school is getting more boring and stressful by the minute
i wonder how im going to manage in yr 11
ill prob end up having no social life
according to my cousin
i should be enjoying and having a easy time this yr

must do
- history assignment
- food tech assignment
- science essay
- think bout english co-hort task thing
- maths hw

==; mum was very very weird today
she was full telling me off one minute
phone rings and she goes answers it
when she comes back she's all nice
very very odd

made rocky road in food tech today
=( the whether was hot so it melted quickly
hehehe mine had all white only
cause i have something against pink marshmallows
to me they taste funny
so i gave Erika all of the pink ones :L
damn! i forgot to take a photo
cause i left my phone in my locker
awwww

i shall make it at home one day
it was really really easy to make
melt chocolate
cut marshmallows up
cut glazed cherries up
crush biscuits
mix it all together
put in fridge/freezer so that the chocolate sets

i wana make food!
but i have no time to spare
determination to make heaps and heaps of desserts after sc
i wana make proper stain glass window cookies!!

hehehe
this song sounds nice ^-^
i like the beat

Sunrise ~ LOVE is ALL ~ Ayumi Hamasaki (浜崎 あゆみ)


==; uploading a video takes forever!!
so slow
and i have no idea why i download the videos before uploading them when i can just use the url from youtube =S
oh wells

two weeks before sc trials im gona be anti social
like what my cousin is doing now
two wks no msn and fb
i dnt think im gona last
but ill see how it goes
it might just be one wk
lol

must start studying yr 9 stuff soon
ill do that nxt wk
after i complete science

ahhhh and i need to go job hunting
burwood, strathfield, city, parra, campsie, roselands??
but cbf
i am starting to like my last resort better o.O
learn how to do accounting and work a cash register
and then i could just watch stuff all day if i cbb
must make myself bother
socialise, and learn communication skill
lol

yay, i found my art diary
it was in the living room near the comp =S

i wana work at a drink store like easyway or gumballs
heheheh
learn how to make drinks ^-^

desperately needs windows vista installing thing
does anyone have??
mums not buying it for me
*cries
she says its too expensive =(

yay ^___^
17 days till Gossip Girl season 3 airs
premieres: Monday 14th September

you know you love me xoxo gossip girl

WANTS: Windows Vista + Parallel Desktops for my imac

WANTS TO MEET AND MAKE FRIENDS WITH GUYS,
I HAVE PRACTICALLY NO GUY FRIENDS
*SIGHS,
COUSIN KEEPS POINTING IT OUT TO ME
AND TELLING ME TO BE MORE SOCIAL AND TO GO MEET SOME ==;


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